>> Monday, January 29, 2007 ; 10:33 PM
School == stress
School has yet again, been sucking my life out. Grrrr... If there was only some time machine there, I would gladly hop in it, and transport myself to the date March 28, 2007 (Graduation Day). Take note, I want to JUMP to that time, not go through the days between that date and today. Everything seems soooo demanding. After school hours, all I want to do is sleep like there is no tomorrow... I'm thankful that there are those people (and of course, God ^_^) who are always there to support me.
Why give up now, anyway? I have already endured almost 4 (school) years in Pisay. Just a month more and we are finished with our academic (Pisay) life. Just two months more and we will be in our togas and celebrate. Just four months more and we will be stepping into college. (College == another world full of stres?! hahaha.) Oh well... I cannot wait for the barely-two-months summer break. hihihi. Till then!
>> Monday, January 15, 2007 ; 8:28 PM
Busy-ness and Sanity
Sorry, blog, for my busy-ness... I was unable to keep you updated...
The new year has been a pretty hectic one (yet again). Maybe because I am already in my last year in high school. Let's just say, school is sucking up most of my life right now that I have no time to enjoy my simple pleasures (like sleeping, mall-ing, anime-ing, pokemoning, etc. etc. etc.). There are times when I'm about to go insane and give up. It's a good thing Mr. God is right beside me to keep me grounded and maintain my fighting spirit. (Yes. A big THANK YOU to you, God. =P)
I sometimes feel like I want to go sick, have an extra day off, die for a few days, or make time stop just for me to catch up with myself, the carefree, jolly Kamae. But unfortunately, that is not the case. Everytime I realize it is already Sunday night, I want the world to stop turning. (see song: Rainy Days and Mondays by the Carpenters) I just don't want to go to school yet. Yeah, I think nasusunlo na ako sa pag-aaral. I just keep going on for my parents, myself and God. But even so, wala nang atrasan, di ba?! Last year ko na 'to sa high school eh. I need to hang on until this is all over. Plus, I have my dear friends in school whom I have only a few months left to spend time with. ^_^
Well, got to go study for the Les Miserables test tomorrow! (BTW, my fave characters are Eponine and M. Myriel a.k.a. Bishop of Digne. ^_^) Till then!