>> Monday, July 28, 2008 ; 7:39 PM
No matter how much it sucks...
You're closed out by the train station just when you are about to leave school due to a report. Your tests that day just went all wrong. You pull an all-nighter with your classmate since you cannot go home anyway, and you end up lacking sleep the next day - the day of the report. Sometimes, life just sucks.
There are times when I knock my head because a) I worry too much or b) there are so much left to be done. During those instances, I want to go crazy and scream and jump all I can... but unfortunately, that won't do any good to me. Ever felt that way? When you just can't seem to handle all those problems coming your way? It's as if as this term is coming to an end this September, I am being succumbed to some "academic workload" that I think about it 60% of the time. This is when I wish that I am not the grade-conscious person I am, and that I can sleep soundly after 30 mins of "mourning" for a *bad* quiz.
Well... thank You, God... because You are still there. Even if I cry because of that weird feeling of stress which seems to suffocate me. Thank you for giving me peace every time I fall asleep, and for giving me the determination to go to school, even if during these times, I don't feel like it. I love You, Lord. You're the best. ^^Labels: life, reflections, thanks
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>> Saturday, July 19, 2008 ; 12:38 PM
A heart for our nation
Wow. After 2 long months, I finally had the "strength" to post again. LOL. BTW, today is my Mommy's/Inaynay's birthday. HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY, NAYNAY! ^^
Anyway... school has been crazy these days. My analytical math went all weird during my second quiz. I don't know what happened. From my score of 96 on the first quiz, it plunged way way down to 53. That never happened before. I never even had a line of 5 in math! God's probably teaching me to depend on Him more. Though I'm disappointed of what happened to my math, I'm somehow inspired to rise from my fall and to trust Him more. ^^
Okay. Now I'm going to talk about the 'title' of this post. I'll ask you (whoever you are, Mr./Ms. Reader), "Have you ever cried so hard for our beloved country?" I just did. Last Thursday in Archer's Call (DLSU CCC fellowship/prayer time) I cried that I need to pause while praying. I never thought I'd cry for the Philippines, but I did. A lot of "crazy" stuff has been happening to our country, and it is about time that we turn our hearts to God to heal our broken land. ^^
... Back to my happy-happy mode. Yeah, I still have some stuff to do. (Asks to self: Why is engineering so demanding?! Hey, at least I'm not in Intarmed. *Go, go, go! My Intarmed friends!*) Still need to study! (And I thought this was gonna be a short post.) Till then!!! =P
-KamaeLabels: birthday, Philippines, reflections, school
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