>> Monday, July 28, 2008 ; 7:39 PM
No matter how much it sucks...
You're closed out by the train station just when you are about to leave school due to a report. Your tests that day just went all wrong. You pull an all-nighter with your classmate since you cannot go home anyway, and you end up lacking sleep the next day - the day of the report. Sometimes, life just sucks.
There are times when I knock my head because a) I worry too much or b) there are so much left to be done. During those instances, I want to go crazy and scream and jump all I can... but unfortunately, that won't do any good to me. Ever felt that way? When you just can't seem to handle all those problems coming your way? It's as if as this term is coming to an end this September, I am being succumbed to some "academic workload" that I think about it 60% of the time. This is when I wish that I am not the grade-conscious person I am, and that I can sleep soundly after 30 mins of "mourning" for a *bad* quiz.
Well... thank You, God... because You are still there. Even if I cry because of that weird feeling of stress which seems to suffocate me. Thank you for giving me peace every time I fall asleep, and for giving me the determination to go to school, even if during these times, I don't feel like it. I love You, Lord. You're the best. ^^Labels: life, reflections, thanks
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